Sunday, April 02, 2017
Your friend suggests he can design the book; and also, he wants to get into publishing and so he will take care of printing, you just pay him the printing cost. But after so many terrible, disappointing experiences, you don’t want to depend on someone else, even if he is a dear friend. So you go to RK Puram and apply for ISBN numbers and start a publishing house of your own. You ask your friend to draw some graphics. You ask your friend to design and help with the printer and you do the book the way you want it. Traditional publishing be damned!
After a year, the books (500 copies of them) are in your hand, and you are faced with the same existential crisis. How do you sell the book?
You set up an Amazon.in account even though you know it’s unlikely anyone would buy it. You send messages to your friends that your book is available online, it’s just Rs 100 and they should buy it. They all reply congratulating you about the book, but hardly a few click the purchase button.
Then you decide to give the book away as gifts. You want the book to reach as many households as possible, and everybody loves a free book. You imagine, not today perhaps, but 100 years down the line someone somewhere would find the book and ‘discover’ you, even when you would be long dead. So in two years, you give away the copies of your book to every person you meet and empty your inventory.
On the way, you encounter some silver lining. A friend writes a glowing review online. An editor of a print magazine offers to review the book. A stranger purchases the book online and writers to you praising the book.
The best was saved for the last. Two years after the original publication, the book somehow finds its way to renowned author Ambai, as CS Lakshmi is known, and she finds the book interesting and does a humbling review in The Wagon Magazine. You stop and realise, this is the moment of your recognition, 100 years too soon.
The book is now history. Read the review here. http://thewagonmagazine.com/column-musings-of-an-axolotl-2/
— You don’t want to die? What kind of Samurai are you?
— No one really wants to die. Are you any different?
— I won’t allow that to happen.
— I won’t die.
Monday, March 27, 2017
‘I wanted a kick-ass heroine who had no scruples when it came to getting what she wanted’
Sabyn Javeri, author of this year’s most sensational debut, and perhaps the most controversial, Nobody Killed Her, which cuts close to real-life political histories, explains the issues of gender and politics that informs her fiction
The ghost of Benazir Bhutto seems to hover over the book…
Benazir Bhutto was a larger than life inspirational figure and has probably influenced every Pakistani woman in some way or the other. While I did seek inspiration from her leadership qualities for character development, it was Leila Khalid who inspired the main plot hooks. One day at the Tate, I saw an exhibition on Leila Khalid, how she had had multiple cosmetic surgeries and no one knew what she looked like. The exhibition ended with the line that ‘Leila could be standing next to you and you wouldn’t know’. This triggered something in my brain and I thought about writing a story around a female politician who pulls every trick in the book to get what she wants. But I didn’t want to write another Godmother or Gulab Gang. I wanted, instead, to tell a much more intertwined journey of power of two women from contrasting backgrounds on the same uphill climb. I wanted to write a page-turner, crime caper, genre novel yet blow to smithereens the stereotypical portrayal of women in such books. I wanted a kick-ass heroine who had no scruples when it came to getting what she wanted. I wanted a hero, not a victim - and so the book’s narrator Nazo was born. It was her voice that I heard first and it was through her eyes I saw Rani Shah, her anti-thesis. Rani is a character in whom I have infused aspects of world leaders like Indira Ghandi for being the daughter of Nehru and carrying with her the automatic burden of a political legacy; Benazir Bhutto for being perhaps the only leader who was fabulously unapologetic about her family life while in office (she showed women that they could be mothers, wives as well as leaders in a man’s world); Aung San Sui for her perseverance during exile and also her tactile negotiations with the military in reviving democracy; Margaret Thatcher for her transition from politician to autocrat…
As the plot centers around the court trial of an assassination, some people automatically assume that like Mohammed Hanif’s ‘A Case of Exploding Mangoes’, it will debunk some sort of conspiracy behind the assassination. But at the end of the day, it is just a fictional exploration along the lines of Monica Ali’s ‘Untold Story’ about an alternative reality to the car crash of a Diana-like character or Robert Harris’s The Ghost about a Tony Blair-like character whose wife turns out to be an American spy (doesn’t mean Cherie Blair is one!). People want an Elvis is alive story because as you say, the ghost still hovers. However, I feel art should not be politicized. So let fiction be fiction. Readers will always be subjective.
You also mentioned that the book combines serious academic research and fictional imagination…
I didn’t do any research for the book itself but as I was looking for a topic for my dissertation, the idea of female leaders negotiating power in patriarchal societies became very appealing. So whether it was in politics or terrorist organisations, power politics became the springboard for my imagination. I was also inspired by the transcript of the JFK trial and the supposed trial of Leena Khalid, the Palestinian terrorist and liberator where the person in the dock turned out to be a decoy.
The themes I wanted to explore were more psychological than political. How do women get to a position of power and how do they hold on to it? What are the compromises they have to make and how do they compromise others? Power and ambition are dirty words when it comes to women but cherished in men. It’s this hypocrisy I wanted to expose.
I also wanted to debunk the myth of motherhood which I feel is in someways a social construct rather than a biological one. There is a line in my book where one of the characters say, ‘It’s not that I couldn’t give birth, I just chose not to become a mother.’
Along with women empowerment, I wanted to explore the idea of a woman not wanting it ‘all’. What if a woman got to the top but chose to give it all up. Can society allow world leaders such a concession? Isn’t that what true feminism is about? The right of a woman to choose whether she wants to be a mother, a homemaker, deal breaker or boardroom leader; it should be her choice- and that choice should be respected by those around her. A woman who chooses to be a housewife doesn’t deserve to be shamed just like a woman who goes to work while her husband or ayah looks after her kids should not be taunted.
These are the uncomfortable truths which I wanted to draw out.
Well, each editor has a different vision for the book, and initially yes, it focused too much on the assassination, which led to legalities. But there were other setbacks too, such as my agent and editor switching jobs, health problems and then the move between countries which made writing the least of my priorities. However I’m a firm believer of ‘what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger.’ I rewrote the book and today, it is a much stronger story!
I loved the first person ‘interior narration’ of the book – ‘I telling it to you’. How did it come about and how difficult was it to sustain that tone, Nazo’s voice?
I love the way you put it, ‘I telling you.’ That is exactly what I had in mind in the sense that I wanted the reader to be involved in the narration. As a writer, I believe that the way you tell a story is just as important as the story itself. The idea of an unreliable narrator, like Humbert Humbert in Lolita, or the mother in We Need to Talk about Kevin has always fascinated me. I didn’t want to put a straightforward story out there. I wanted the reader make up their own mind as to who was telling the truth in this book. I was attracted by the idea of the second person alternating as the first person, simply because it gave the readers a chance to take on the persona of Rani Shah as Nazo addresses her as ‘You’.
Sustaining the voice wasn’t difficult for me as I created different speech patterns for each character and also did character dossiers where I completely took on the persona of my characters. I know my poor editor, Minakshi Thakur, suffered a lot as the character of Nazo spoke such bad grammar! But as they say in the films, script ki demand thi.
You also did a creative writing course. Does creative writing help?
Well that’s a tough one. As a creative writer teacher, I am inclined to say yes, but at the end of the day whether writing can be taught, or more importantly learned, is debatable. I think writing is like any other sport — the more you practice the better you become. So whilst writing courses can’t really teach you how to become a good writer, they can certainly equip you with the skills of the craft.
I feel there are two kinds of writers, planners and discoverers. Writing courses often help you make that jump from being a discoverer, who meddles along as s/he writes to a planner, someone who is more organized in their writing and actually finishes the book. In that sense, they instill a discipline in you to sustain your writing practice.
Having said that, I didn’t write Nobody Killed Her in a writing course and the stuff I did, never got published. So that makes me wonder! However, the fact that I developed the stamina to write a novel was probably thanks to the training in the course.
In the genre of South Asian Writing, we now have a thriving sub-genre of Pakistani writing. Someone told me once, bad politics is fodder for good stories. Would you agree?
I think bad politics is a much more a worry of the West these days – what with Trump and May and Brexit and Frexit!
In Pakistan, ‘bad’ politics are not just limited to the parliament but unfortunately to the wider aspects of class and gender. We, in South Asia, have a troubled history thanks to our colonisers, who left us in such a mess and writers have always helped try to make sense of it in their writings. There was a phase where Pakistani writers seemed to be feeding into a western discourse about Pakistan as a completely unstable state teeming with terrorists reminiscent of Homeland, but I think with newer ‘home-grown’ writers who actually live in the country, all this is changing. There is a more holistic, more organic narrative coming out of Pakistan which is less about global politics and more about politics on the ground of class, gender and sexuality. In fact it’s not just about politics but actually about the people to whom politics happen, as art should be.
I think it’s a really exciting time to be a writer in the sub-continent as the kind of experimental and inventive work that is being done here is not something that the West would take a chance upon. This is partly thanks to the Indian publishing industry which is not prejudiced to nationality, gender or race, a good story being the only criteria to publishing.
But your story is more than politics, isn’t it? At one point, I was reminded of Thackeray’s Vanity Fair – a story of thwarted ambition.
That’s a really interesting comparison. Strangely, I had read Vanity Fair just a few years before writing Nobody Killed Her. I wonder now how much that subconsciously influenced me! Both books do have class and society at their heart and like Thackeray’s Vanity Fair, my novel too presents a world in which people are almost entirely defined by their gender and the socioeconomic rank within which they find themselves. Some, like Nazo, try to claw their way up and come crashing down; others like Rani Shah are thrust into power by fate; what remains constant is the characters’ strategising opportunism, and an excess of cold ruthlessness, that is needed to survive in a society seeped in patriarchy and hypocrisy. What makes it interesting is that there is a gap of almost two hundred years between the novels yet not much has changed for women- beneath the surface, the glass ceiling is firmly in place.
Without going to spoiler territory, I thought the book ended with a possibility of a sequel. Do you plan to continue the story?
Now, that’s an interesting question. It’s already stirred up so much controversy that I wonder what would happen if I did continue the story! However now, that you’ve put the bug in my head…
Anything else, you’d like add?
The response to Nobody Killed Her has been overwhelming. For me it’s been a life changing experience and has seriously challenged my cynical views about a writer’s role in society. I used to think art and politics don’t mix but now I’m inclined to agree with artiste Mickalene Thomas that the ‘act of making art itself is a political and feminist act - when you’re a woman’.
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